Some pics of the crazyiness!!!!

Shane Fitzsimmons and me. Look at the complete hottness and the yumminess. I mean really aren't we so cute together. We really, really are cute together. It pains me that he isn't mine. I wish I could give a "power point presentation" and show all the parts of this embrace that are hot. First - look at how his arms are completely squeezing me and holding me... HOT!!! Second - His cheek on my head... too cute!!! Third - Bottom of my head on his chest... IT'S TOO MUCH!!!!!



Honey, Richard and me. Poor Richard looks like a deer in headlights. But Honey and I look really cute.











Me and Tim Rice Oxely... too pretty. Look at those beautiful eyes. Yummo


I'm sad there is no pic of me and Tom Oliver Chaplin. But it's ok bc the moment I had with him at the show was amazing. He grabbed onto my hand and he wasn't letting go. Then we changed hand positions to holding hands. He then leaned over into the crowd and for 10 seconds was singing to me. Looking directly into my eyes and seeing to me, while I was freaking out and trying to sing also. That is a great freaking moment. I mean really!!! who gets to say that!!! I was glad that I told him later that it was pretty freakin fantastic that he did that!!!

what a great birthday!!! thanks you honey and all my other well wishers!!!

HOLY CRAP!!! Damien Rice tonight!!!

I was going to write a great blog about seeing the amazing movie Once with Glen Hansard. But after what happened tonight after the Damien Rice show I needed to quickly talk about that. First let me say that Honey and I saw Damien b4 the show and requested Insane, which he did not play. Which I will talk about in a minute. The we saw Tomo and we said hey and he made fun of my Jersey accent bc I was like I'm from Jersey like you. He was doing stuff but when he was done he totally walked over to us and talked to us for like 10 minutes which was amazing!! I was able to tell him that he is one of my drum heroes even though I don't even play the drums and he was like well I have piano heroes and I don't play that!! I was like good point. Then he wanted to know who else was on the list. so I told him Carter Beauford and he said that he used to play in a band that used to tour around with DMB!!! and I thought that was so awesome!!! The I said Dom from Muse. We also asked him to play Insane and I remember and neither happened. :( but that's alright!!!

After the show Honey and I took a seat on the grass and we waited for Shane. Damien came out first and we didn't go over to him, he had a lot of people waiting so he was talking to them. He was really nice and gave everyone food and water. Honey took a oatmeal, chocolate chip cookie and a water, I took a water. It was so laid back. Finally, Shane came out and right away he started talking to us. I can't even remember all that we talked about bc we talked to him for more than an hour!!! We talked a lot about Music. Really I was silent for a long time, bc he makes me nervous bc I am so in love with him. Honey really had the ball in her court and was asking him a ton of questions. I gave him the picture of me and him and he was SOOO excited about it. He asked if he could keep it and I was like of course!!! He said that he was going to put it up on his wall!!! and he was NOT kidding!!! Then damien came over and it was too much!!! So once Damien came over I was able to talk normally. What's also funny is that Damien, without any sort of prompting from myself, said that he remembered us from the last time he was here. He saw the picture of me and shane and there was a look on damien that, to me, said that's a nice picture I should really do that more often. But that's just just a feeling. Anyway, so I said to him, "what happened to Insane? Who dropped the ball on that one?" and he said that they were about to play it but JOEL?!!? didn't want to. whatever, then I said and what happened to I remember?!?! and shane was like we would have been there all night!!!!!! and I was like so??? then this weird high girl came over to talk to damien. shane went to put his stuff on the bus. so we were standing there with this girl and damien. But b4 that we were able to tell him that we saw once and it was amazing!!! and glen is amazing. He was asking if it looked like a home movie. And we were telling him about it. It was amazing. We told him that we expected to see him in it and he was that he was supposed to be in it but he was in the studio, but he did help glen on some songs. CRAZY!!! it gets better!!!! so this weird girl totally interrupts and talks to him. The funny thing about was that at one point he looked at me to save him and I was like I can't do anything dude. So shane came off the bus and that's when we talked for a crazy long time.

We talked about music and man crying and his birthday and my birthday. He's a taurus and he was like oh your a gemini. He was like I'm a Bull. TOOO HOT!!! By this point I was talking much more and acting like myself again. he talked about his upcoming wedding and what he's going to wear. so I told him that I think he should wear a really nice shiny tie, with a vest and jacket. He was like you should come and dress me for the wedding!!! I was like I'm SOOO THERE!!!! He saying stuff that was really hot, and I said out loud, that makes me love you more. and he loved that!!! towards the end of the night, b4 we got to get in pictures with him. We somehow got to the topic of the beacon show of theirs and how that is the best show hands down by anyone that I have ever been to. he was like really!! and I was like yes, it was transcendent. He said that in Montreal they did an acoustic show and it was amazing. I asked if anyone taped it and he said he didn't know. I said is it wrong to say that I have a copy of the beacon show and I listen to it all that time. Should I not say that? and he was like you can say whatever you want!!! The window of opportunity opened for me and I took the chance I needed!!!! I said really??? anything?!?!?! and he was like not everything. I said bc I have things and questions that I want to ask. and he was like I plead the fifth!!! I said ok, let me tell you something!!! I said the day after Damien put out his little announcement about Lisa, we saw her in NY. and shane said "oh she told me about that, she rung me up!" Honey and I freaked the fuck out!!!! I grabbed his arm and freaked out. Honey immediately said, "WHAT DID SHE SAY?!?!?!" He was laughing and said "I should have known that it was the 2 of you!!!" I freaked out more and grabbed his arm again. He said, "After the snow patrol right?" and me and honey freaked out even more!!! I couldn't believe that Lisa had called him and talked to him about us!!! We told him what we said to her and gave her a small pep talk and it was very emotional and we were all almost crying. Shane said that Lisa called us really sweet girls!!! I cannot even believe it!!! then I said we changed the subject bc we were all about to cry so I brought up you shane!!! and he laughed and we told him that lisa told us that he was getting married and I told him the joke lisa said about no ring on his finger. I immediately got embarrassed and said I'm so embarrassed. I covered my face with my hands then I hid in his shoulder. It was so HOT!!!!! Then I saw tomo again and wanted to show him that I got a drum stick and I poked him with it. we had a laugh and he was going to steal it back, but I was like hey!!! that's mine now!!! The bus started and shane and I took the YUMMIEST!!! I MEAN THE YUMMIEST!!!! picture of my life!!! he was squeezing me so hard!!! it was so great. He hugged me and pretty much held me in his nook 4 times!!!!!! I almost started to cry bc I was just so happy!!! I couldn't believe that this was happening, that any of this night happened. When we hugged to say goodbye, I told him that I loved him and I gave him a kiss on the cheek. Then we said goodbye to damien who gave nice warm hugs.

I know that there is a lot of rambling but I had to quickly write this blog!!! I couldn't hold it in any longer!!!!! I LOVE SHANE!!!! I can't believe that Lisa called him and told him about us!!!! That night we met her was special not just for us!!! Shane told us some really great things!!! It was a great night!!!! what a great night for birthday hoopla start!!!!

also we met ricky gervais, jim krazinski, will arnett and billy connelly!!!

my head is going to explode. I will try to sleep!!!

Reality TV has lost it's mind!!!

What the hell happened last night? First on the CW on the model's show, Natasha loses to man faced Jaslene!!! Natasha was amazing and different. She had great personality and was a force to be wreckend with. Everyone was jealous of her talent!! Honey was livid, I was just mad. They really are stupid for not having Natasha win!!! I mean this picture where she is a man is crazy good. She even took foil from a gum wrapper to make it look like she had a grill on her teeth!!! her idea!! she really grabs a consept and runs with it. She's russian and got this hip-hop dude on target!!! She's amazing and it's really a shame that she didn't win bc she totally deserved to!!!






Then on American Idol Melinda that one with all the talent (again) was booted off!! What is going on here? I really think that it's a conspiracy so now Jordyn will win. Not to say she's not good, bc she is. but she is NOT better then Melinda!!! by any means. I feel that the conspiracy is that no one would believe that Jordyn could beat out Melinda in the final, but America would believe that Jordyn could out sing Blake. Who I love, he's different and contemporary. But he can't out sing Jordyn. American Idol wants Jordyn to win bc she is easier to package and market to America. So they kicked off Melinda prematurely.

At least Lost was AMAZING last night. I totally cried. It was great. The whole Charlie dying thing is very upsetting to me. I love him and don't want him to die, but when he started to cry b4 he jumped in was very upsetting to watch. The whole ep was really great. And almost made me forget about the earlier mishaps with reality tv.



Medium was also really good. I don't know if I realized that it was the season finale, but there were no scenes for next week, so I am guessing we are now on summer break. Scanlin yelled, like really yelled, at Allison last night and it was scary, but hot at the same time. I really like that guy, I think he's great.

I think he's a tall drink of water. A little brutish. But really manly and hot. He cried once on Medium and it was all kinds of hottness. Look at the way he wears his suits!!







Ugly betty was very good tonight. It was pretty sad. Kristen Chenowelth was on and she's totally adorable.





Lee Pace is going to be on a new ABC series called "Pushing Daisies". When I saw the commercial I freaked out!!! I love Lee Pace and I welcome him back to TV with open arms. He is an amazingly hot man!!!
Look at that hair!! dadamn!!!






Let me say that Jane Eyre is an amazing movie. But what's outstanding is that it's a better book. I love getting completely lost in books when they are good. There is nothing better. I know that I watch a ridiculous amount of television, bc I love tv. But what I love better is getting lost in a book. I know that I was supposed to read this book in high school and I'm sure I read the cliff notes, but I wouldn't have been able to appreciate Jane Eyre then.

thanks to Honey for turning me into a completely obsessed fiend with Jane Eyre, Toby Stephens and his whole personality.

I'm really looking forward to Ricky Gervais at the Garden. Honey is going to be laughing so hard and that's gonna be great to watch. I'm really looking forward to seeing Damien and Shane!!! BC he's HOT!!! and I love him!! I mean like I really love him. I could and would marry him. I also think that it'll be great to see Keane. It's gonna be a lot of fun. I think Rocco Deluca is going to be good also. I have a feeling their live show is really good. And it's not out of completely possibility that maybe perhaps someone special might be there. I don't know if I should say bc I don't want to jinx anything. But the special person has a show on FOX and I once asked him 2 questions. That's the only hint.

Grey's so far is very good. Jeremy London just showed up.... maybe it's the other London, I can't tell.

Listening to: The frames!!!!