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Thursday, September 30, 2004

Not much really going on

I was watching tv today and a commercial came on for that movie with Julianne Moore, The Forgotten, and She is saying, "who would be able to take our family, who would be able to do this?" and I changed the channel at that moment and Richard Karn was on Family Fued and he was saying, "Only I would be able to do that." How fucking weird is that?!?! A lot of weird stuff happens like that. Like when you are talking or thinking about a show you really like and one certain episode and then they show that rerun the next time you watch tv. or when you go to a friends house or your own (if you have cable) and you always switch on to the same movie and it's always at the same part of the movie. Wierd. just plain weird.

So, nothing really happening today. did some surfing on the web and that's really it. still trying to get my bloggerbot, but my computer won't let me get the page to download. I want pictures!!

oh also, honey told me that Brendan and michelle read my blogger, so hey guys. Oh, also Michelle did you ever ask honey about her orange sneakers?

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

One Hot Mess

I have been waiting all day to say this about someone and finally I was able to. This quote and the Shiznet and one of my fave's from Hon. So I went to work today and then after work, I went to get my eyebrows done and then I decided to get a manny and a pedi (wow, that makes me sound like such a snob). But while I was getting my manicure. This lady walked in and I swear, she was ONE HOT MESS. She looked like she was a washed up vegas show girl. She was like in her late 60's. She was wearing shiny black pants. A shirt with her boobs totally hanging out, and a fur wrap of some sort that was not on her shoulders, she was just wearing it around her back. And oh Lord, her hair. It was higher then anyone should ever wear their hair. She was even looking in the mirror and putting more hairspray in it. It was also long and dyed an awfully fake color. and her eyebrows and the make up, on man. Thank goodness for that phrase, because there was no other way to say it other then she was ONE HOT MESS.
alright miss Honey, that was a really weird but incredibly poinyent dream. You must really feel like you struggled through something and your salvation was Harry Potter. So I used that pic of keifer on my desktop, he's so hot. I hope you had fun at keane. looks like you did, that's an awesome poster and it's awesome that they all signed it and it just looks really good. Also, how come you never write any comments on my posts? I like to read them, but I never have any to read. and you are the only one who actually cares to read my blogger. so leave some sort of message when you do - pulease, with a cherry on top?

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

what's with today, today

so, today was ok. I went to work and I did a good job. I came home and went straight on the computer. My cats slept together last night in each other's arms. And now one is laying on the other. They are such shmoopeys. I love them. So there is really nothing else going on. I have to work tomorrow. and I have a ton of calls to make as well. so I think I am gonna get going. I was also thinking that on Oct 13th I might want to go to Carson Daly and see Ben Harper. I have to check the day and see what's going on. I don't know who'd I be able to go with.
I am kinda also looking forward to Judging Amy. I need some of that Hot man crying that I love. Speaking of Hot, I forgot that honey http://slapchar.blogspot.com put a pic of Keifer and man that's a hot pic. I think I might even try and fit it in my desktop.
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Monday, September 27, 2004

Crazy Dreams, Bad Headache

I had so many crazy dreams last night. I went to sleep with a terribly painful headache. I don't know where it came from. It happened in the middle of CI - Which was awesome and Vinnie D. was soooo hot. He was really great in that episode. ok, back to my dreams.The first one was particularly odd. I was Vanessa from the Cosby Show, but I didn't look like her. I just knew thatI was her. And Dominic Monaghan was either my husband or fiance, not sure which one. I was pregnant with his child and his mother was pressuring me to be really mean to him. I felt really bad about that. Like to amke him sleep alone and on a really uncomfortable bed. Then I wasn't with this mean lady anymore and I was me again. I wasn't pregnant anymore either. I was in a car driving towards the ocean, in the west coast, not east. And my father and brother were in the car with Dom and we were still together. We finally got to the water and my brother and I were swimming to the dock, like when we were little. My father was watching us, and I am crying thinking about it, bc that means he is with me. I always have dreams about my grandfather, and I know that's him telling me that he's with me. But that was the first time I had a dream with my father. and now I know he is watching over me. back to the rest of the dream, I was on the dock and some other ppl. were jumping off and I saw Dom still in the water and he motioned that I should go to the shore with him, so we could talk. He thought I was still mad at him, bc his mother was making me do all these mean things to him. So we get to this little, I guess it was a cabana, but it had tons of blankets and a small bed that was really close to the floor in it. So we get in there and he trying to think of the right words to say to try and apologize even though he didn't even do anything. and he's sitting on a table and I walk over to him and put my hands on his legs and I kiss him. I long lingering kiss, and he looks at me and says, "what's going on." I told him that I was sorry that I was mean, it was his mother trying to pressure me and I just wanted to be with him. I go to kiss him again and he says, "why do you want to be with me, i have no moves or anything." I smile and I said that I didn't care. He asked where he wan't to do this and I said that I would fix up that bed and we could do it right there. He get's undressed so fast and I'm still taking off my sneakers, I was like oh my, you changed really fast, so he put's a t-shirt on and gets into bed. Then we heard a parade of sorts outside, he looks at me and says, you want ot see the parade don't you. I said ya, but I would rather be with him. so I get into the bed with him and I quickly take my jeans off. We face each other and I put my hand on his cheek, and then he shows me this Jewish star that I gave him, that he was wearing around his neck. and then we start kissing and the dream ended and I started another one. The other one was really wierd and I think I dreamed it bc almost the whole cast of Buffy was in 24. I was one of the team and we were all sitting around talking and we were looking for some girl. then it came up that everyone has such diffiant clicks. so some one said, ya that's high school and me and Shira at the same time point out that everyone has there own clicks bc we are all on tv shows. It was really weird. Then Dom shows up again and were together and we are talking about the missing girl and then he changes into Muffin, my cat. Then Willow shows up and it mad that Dom is there and she turns into Arwen, my other cat. It was so crazy.
Then I wake up this morning at around 8:30am with a terrible headache, still from the night before and I ended up throwing up and I really thought that I was going to have to go to the hospital, my mom sat with me for a few minutes. I fell back to sleep and I woke up took some medicine, I wanted to write all this stuff down in my blog. I am going to lie back down in a minute. But I think it's really weird that I had 2 dreams with Dominic Monaghan. How weird. But he was kinda hot adn were totally about to have sex, but the dream faded.
I am going to lie down and talk to my mom. I have to be ready for work tomorrow. I have to assist in a procedure and I am kinda nervous about it. So i know that I will be righting more soon.

Jack Bauer is My Hero

Man that 24 is a great show. When Keifer breaks down in that last seen it's heart wrenching. I love Keifer and Jack!! If Keifer has that in him for Jack, then he has that type of emotion for real, and man that's hot!! The whole show is incredible, I can't believe that he chopped off Chase's hand, that was crazy. I was SHOCKED that they actually did that. I really CANNOT wait until season 4. It's gonna be sooo good.
On to another subject, I had the BEST Day when Honey came into town. Even though I was a total complainer, I had an awesome time. I was talking to Honey about maybe getting a drink later in the day and I said that I don't drink during my period bc it makes it worse. She then asked me if that's just me, bc my body it an anomaly, or is that everyone. I said I think it's just me, well, listen to what I found out. I was watching CSI: Las Vegas, and there was a lady that was killed and there was a crazy amount of blood and it was all over the walls and floors, it was everywhere, and the ME said that since she had alcohol in here system that the alcohol made her blood thinner causing more bleeding. So I guess the answer is everyone, not just me and my freaky body.
I have another thought but I am going to write a separate blog for that.
Jack Bauer is my total Hero!!!

Sunday, September 26, 2004

I Am All About the Keifer Love

Man, I am watching the 3rd Season of 24. OH MY G-D!!!! I can not believe this. I had my mom watching 12 hours with me, I had to keep watching and she went to sleep. When Nina got out of that van I started freeking out. I COULD NOT beleive it. I am at 2am and Nina just was punctured in the coratic and I have a feeling she is going to do some more evil. Then SHERRY!!! She totally committed murder, I can not, but I can beleive it. SHE'S CRAZY!!!! What a funking great show!!!
ok, now let's talk about that KEIFER LOVE!!! Man is he hot. I just can't wait now until Honey continues with the rest of that story. I am going to go back and watch. I am a little more then 1/2 way through. I am exhausted, my eye is twitching and I am freezing. BUT I NEED TO FINISH!!!! Damn you Honey, this is all your fault. thanx for the dvd's.
oh, some of the language at the bottom is so funny. I am reading the subtitles, and they are so off. it's funny.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

WOOHOO Honey and I are Totally hangin' out tomorrow

I am so stoked to hang with Honey tomorrow!!! Today was ok, since it was an extra long weekend, there was a lot of work to do. Also, whenever I am there the doc is always fiddling with things and it's annoying. Though when I was leaving he had a dude putting up some shelves.
Whatever, I am tired and I have cramps so I going sleepy sleepy. Oh, there's a contest to name DMB live series of shows. I gotta think of something cool.

peace out - oh one more thing I have a crush on Joe.

Monday, September 20, 2004

Another Touching Oprah

So, I was watching Oprah today mainly for Joaquin Pheonix. At first J. Travolta had to go back stage to bring him out because he was so nervous and that was really hot. And he was all cute and everything and then the girl in his new movie came out and he sat on the end instead of travolta and he was clutching the edge of the couch, I was suprised that he was that nervous. Then they had a very touching tribute to these certain firefighters that saved another FF's life and it was very sad. Travolta was crying hysterically.
Then With all the guest's still there she had a tribute for her good friend and inspirational speaker and writer, Mattie Stepanek - he has Muscular Dystrafey (spelling is way off). But he was only 14 years old and he was an amazing child. He had a beautiful soul. He had 2 other siblings that had died from the same thing, they were much younger. He had been on the show several times. And Oprah was giving the tribute and everyone was crying and they pan to Joaquin and he was visibly upset and kept his head down. Oprah then had Mattie's mom on describing his final 2 weeks and it was so painfully sad. And they kept showing Joaquin and he was crying. and I have to say that it was really hot. I hate to be that shallow, but I love him so much more now.
Anyway, I cried pretty much the whole hour, Damn you Oprah. It was a very touching Oprah.
I got my period today - which totally sucks, but I hope it will be better for Wednesday. I am so glad that Honey's here. I watched the Emmy's last night and it wasn't that good. there were some pretty dresses, but nothing to write home about. Oh and britney got married again. She seriously needs therapy.
And on that note I am going to go. I hope to speak to miriam today. She told me to call at 7:30 and I shall do that on time. so that gives me like 15 minutes, so I'm gonna go.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

It's been a long time

Hello everybody!!! The holiday is over. I am very happy about that, though I had a pretty good time, talking, playing cards and spending time with friends and eating a shload of food. Man we Jews eat a lot!!! Thank goodness I did a ton of walking.
so, I was reading honey's story and man it's a good beginning. I CAN NOT WAIT FOR THE REST OF IT!!!
I also can't wait until Wednesday, it's gonna totally ROCK!!!
So, I was in Target on Sat. Night and there was a video on the tv in the electronics section and I wasn't watching it, only listening, but I was thinking that it was awesome. It was Kean. I was pleasantly surprised.
So, on Starting Over, the father of Josie's baby is... NOT JONATHAN, it's her best friend who she had a one night stand with.
so, I am looking forward to a lot of tv. I am watching the Emmy's right now. Gary Shandling is the host, eh he's ok.
I have to start putting some pics on my blogger. Also, I was noticing - Honey's friend has the same background as me, but on her's you see her post right at the top, but on mine you don't. I have to figure this whole thing out.
I can't stay on the computer so long though. so I think I am going to sign off on that. I cleaned my room today and caught up on the shows I missed during the holiday. Now I have to figure out a taping schedule for when honey comes, yom kippur and Succot.
My cats are really cute. Muffin came from her cave the other night and she slept with me and it was very sweet of her. She never does that. I want to figure out how to post them like honey did. Which by the way, that was such a cute pic of leo and willow.
so, anyhoo I am gonna get going. Sara Jessica Parker looks amazing!! what a great dress.
ok, until next time.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Crazy Day

ok, I'll stick with blue this time. But I also, didn't realized that it was going to be so small when it was on the screen. I didn't preview it, bc I didn't have the patience.
ok, so my day was quite busy, working and helping my mothers shit. so I did and got everything done today. I have to work tomorrow, so this will be a short one. I am sooo tired.
My kitty is sleeping on the big pillow and she has such a cute face. I want to mush with her. so I will as soon as I am done with this.
I had a headache today and I think I willed the flurescent light to blow out today. I was thinking that the light from the flurescent was giving me a worse headache and it started to flicker. Then about 10 minutes later, the doc and I were sitting there and it blew out. I was like, "nice."
I spoke to Honeychild after work and my headache went away, I also took medicine, but I know that talking to honey helped. I also CANNOT wait until she comes!!!! I am crazy excited!!!
ok, I have to go to sleep now. I am also watching Starting Over, and we're also just about to find out who the father of Josie's baby is, she's from the last season. It's all very exciting.
And OH MAN!!!!! They totally suck!!!! I am going to have to find out tomorrow, they waited till the last second!!! UGH, those little fuckers.
on that note, I am going to watch Oprah, mush with Arwin and go to sleep.
Damn Them!!


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Monday, September 13, 2004

Bad Night, Weird Dreams

I had a really bad night sleep last night. I woke up at 1:21am bc I had a dream there was a bird flying around my room and I woke up breathing really heavy. Then I slepy solid until 5:47am and woke up with a terrible stomach ache and I went to the bathroom and was finally able to go abck to sleep by like 6:20am.
But when I went back to sleep I had crazy dreams. I had one with Gavin and in the dream we were at the hospital and he was in some accident, but then the doctors found out he was sick. so when I saw him, he was screaming from pain bc they were working on his hands, but i hadn't seen his face yet. He didn't know that I was there, and when I finally saw his head, he was bald from kimo (or at least that's how it looked). I held his hand and he was so happy to see me there with him and he knew that I wasn't going to leave him.
It was really weird. I woke up really sad. But then when I just checked my mail and there was an e-mail from "Gavin" and it said that he was taking some time off. (I know you got that e-mail honey) It was really weird, I also know that I had another weird dream after that but it's too weird to actually put words to.
also, since I know that the only person really reading this is Honey, I forgot to tell you that the Snow Partol guy Lightbody (that's right, right?) is really really thin, too thin. but he does have a cute face. But honey YOU LOOK AMAZING!!! you are soooo tan, you look awesome. I think I will right a comment on your post. I got your comment. And I am afraid that I can not choose one color, but I think I will stick with these 3 colors. I like how they look.
Today I made a phone call for the Holidays so I can go away for meals. and I am all booked which is good. Also, I already have dinner maranading I made an interesting thing for the chicken. I did it early so that I wouldn't miss OPRAH/ Which I am so excited about. I also last night made my tv taping schedule for the week and for the holidays and for when Honey comes up. She happens to be coming on a day when a lot of shows start. Smallville - which I still didn't get what is supposed to happen with Lex's poisening. Models show starts, Lost - which I only wanted to see the first episode, bc I don't know if it's good yet. The Bachelor starts and Law and Order. That's a shitload of TV.
I think that's all for now. the day's not even over yet. but I hope that nothing else really happens. I will right again soon.

Sunday, September 12, 2004

My Very First Blog

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ok this is just me trying to see what font I like the best and I have chosen Verdana. ok so today I made a kick ass chicken soup, the kind that lets you know all is good today.
well, I haven't written in a "diary/Journal" since I was like 12. so I think that this is all I am going to write today. I still have to make a schedule of where I am going to eat for the Holidays, I decided to sleep at home and go out for the meals. I also have to make a taping schedule of all the shows I will be missing. LIKE OPRAH which starts tomorrow (don't forget honey I will be calling)!!!!
One last thing I was watching that (I already told you this honey) Amanda Beins show and they played GAVIN!!! woohoo - go him.
ok, I suppose that's all for now.